This is Melsan continued

I have been to the dark and back again. I came from the dark but, God changed me within. Jesus gave me a heart for others that are in the dark so, I search in the dark. I am a light tower for those that are lost. Light armour wearing Jesus following Christ like God fearing. These are a few real life stories of people that were led to the true light of the living God.
(Evil is a friends nickname of melsan)


It has gotten really bad, and it feels like prison worse than prison, I am being tormented. I know that my enemy is telling me that I am worthless but Jesus tells me that I am an heir to His Kingdom. The enemy tells me that I will be broke forever. Jesus tells me that soon I will never have to borrow but lend out money to others He will make my cup runneth over. My enemy tells me I deserve death but Jesus said I am HIS FOREVER!!!!!! This is one of the most difficult thing and wow evil is truly breaking my spirit, His dad also is helping the demons they plotting. They tell me to shut up and when I do they demand that I speak and how dare I DISRESPECT THEM. It is such crap. You know I was able to make my amends and make all right. Evil actually wants me to go strip or hook myself for the money. He claims that God doesn't care about a devil child like me, I asked him then what does that say about you since you refuse to let me go. And watch everything I do? He just claimed that I will always be worthless. I could never please anyone. He stalked me today at school. And ran into a friend of his that said Watch my back cause he has plans for me. I said thanks and went back to school. I need out God please open the door and shut there mouths, Jesus you have freed me. Please Jesus......... Melsan



We keep in touch with Melsan here in this message!


I will stay in prayer for all this today. I know God is able. Love ya, Robinson

All she needs is prayer Hey that could be a song!
We reach back out to her. Satan is pulling her back into the dark.


Melsan, God always prevails! His Son Jesus conquered the cross and you will conquer this too! Your worth is more than ever before and that is being revealed to Evil by your works and the holy spirit. That is why he is trying to make you feel worthless he knows he is going to lose you. re:pslm 3:5-6


Hey, family Thanks I needed that! I am home all day and you know my understanding is when you know how dear someone is you would value them not abuse them. I do know that he told me last night that he just wish that he was dead and not alive. I told him that Jesus will want you to enjoy your life and not in a selfless way. Jesus, has so many cool things going on you don't even know. Yeah, now your perfect he said just cause He healed you!? he said.
I told him no. I just was blessed for being willing to give Him the worst parts of me and Jesus gave me health. That's a cool trade don't you think?He said you're just special, I am not. I tried to share with him that Satan wants you to pass and not be well. He wants you to believe that you are someone perfect and better than God. I am trying so hard. And Evils Dad even is saying that I am on a high horse cause I don't want to argue. And I truly don't get a kick out of his vanity and abuse on the whole family. I just wish there was something to do. They don't want God. Last night was hell. Call me at home. I have so many bills I am stressed out and I don't know what to do. I am praying Please God help. Melsan


Melsan is looking for God we write her back


I knew something was going on last night
I am glad you are okay, I will pray for you
even more. I Know the Lord will do more for you.
You are such an inspiration to many right now
keep sharing the truth. Many around you are broken
beyond our words fixing but as you said I give HIM the Lord
my broken parts and he gave me life enteral. I must say
they must do the same thing or they are already dead to life.
I miss you and you know I love you, stay well.
Let the Lord Jesus bless you and all that is near you feel it, Robinson

Prayer is all they need~! and alot of love..........

Hey Where are you ? Alright Melsan, just let us know please! We are waiting for your call. Okay well, we love you .
Evils next step is to try to get you thrown on jail. Get out of there a.s.a.p. He would rather you be locked up than free. Please get to your class tommorrow. Walk, run or do whatever it takes. God is with you! holy spirit guide her direct her protect her in Jesus mighty name amen! Robinson

She is on probation and needs classes completed or she goes to jail and evil wants her to fail out.



It is time for you to leave there and you may never return.
Come quickly, save yourself from harms way the Lord is
ready for you to deliver yourself. It is your destiny to become
whole now. You have to do this on your own.
Remember accountability. You are free now
and I will seek the Lord on your behalf but,
you must leave now and never turn back to living those ways.
Melinda I feel everything your going through I can hardly sleep with you
lost out there. I need you to reach out to a safe haven.
What if something happens
to you and we never get to see you again
We love you so much That would kill us. Love is where you
belong, we will cover you and love you, Robinson

We need to cover those in the dark with as much love as we can, they have never seen such love before.


Hi, I just got back from my court class and it was hard. Evil took me and waited for me. Evil still doesn't know about the money, and I am waiting for the right time. I believe that God is gonna give it to me. His family members are watching me very closely. But I am acting like all is cool and I even apologized for the cops showing up yesterday. And today in my court class we were talking about changing patterns and being willing to grow and let go of what we have been programmed to believe. I am loving myself more today then I ever have and I did make a police report with my probation officer today and caught her up to drift. I did give her all your numbers for accountability purposes, I hope that is okay. Many law enforcement are aware now. My professor and Ordi are also looking for a sober living for me to move into. And I am waiting to get my licence. My probation officer said that she doesn't want me going to prison cause I was driving without a licence. And in turn violated my probation when I could wait one more week, she told me to be patient and trust God and she also said that she admired my courage to do the right and loving thing in spite of how Evil is with me. God will reward me and God will hold you and heal you. I know that I am not perfect, and I am also working all this crap out so I can leave Evil . And so when I leave I am gone forever and free. I do love you both and believe me I having given up at all. I just have to be shrewd about all. I was reading the word earlier and Hebrews 12:3,Isaiah 26:3,2 Chronicles 20:15 were given to me. And I know God is working amazing things out. My trust in God is becoming stronger and wow it is truly a great place to begin a true relationship reprove with my heavenly father. He is teaching some very fundamental things right now. And he is telling me not to leave in fear but in complete honor. I love you family , thanks for all.
Mel San

It may sound different but we must hang in there with all we have been given from God; to help individuals if we are to bring them to know the true love of Jesus. We must also make them a part of our families as Jesus has done also for us

with love, Robinson